SOLVE ET COAGULA

More on my magickal thinking will appear here. To all you witches warlocks pagans wiccan thelemites chaosophers and psychonauts. Send me a question, go on try and stump me and I'll do my best.

BIG PHARMA

Now big Pharma or Pharmer heh-eh, kind of combo between Farmer and phreak eh???, is not one of my enemies. No I don't like there greed head land raping and contract busting techniques but I'll tell you something I L O V E the pills they make. Its like having a Santa Claus who gives you presents but is secretly evil and wants to conquer the world with candy canes and baubles.

I'll run down a few of my favourites:

Diazepam- The drug formerly known as valium. Its like the feeling after a long hot shower and fresh air. and then you nod out.

Tamazepam- Recommended for people with a tolerance for long boring lectures cos if you can't stay asleep when your bored you've no chance of keeping awake to enjoy the rush.
Both come as tablets or linctus, in very rare cases as injectable serums.


I mean if our not allowed to get this shit at the 7-11 then No adverts should be around.

That's as ethical as private prisons

The daddy is Pharmaceutical smack - Herion Horse whatever. Wouldn't touch street stuff, that's got Turkish Camel shit in it. You only ever get that if somebodys so desperate they break into a chemist. If you are at all interested what life as an addict is like watch Drugstore Cowboy. Its not all scummy little underagers out to over to Gamm you for enough for a bag, Ive met some people with Heroin in Blue Blood so its everyone and no one.


When i walk into a Chemist i get the same rush as a kid in a sweet shop, is there something wrong with being highly attracted to altered states of mind.
Tramp.

I might be moving all these posts to Attic Tramp, any thoughts.

Hmmmmmmm Lunch

Salvia - The Newish Waccy Baccy

This stuff to the left is salvia divinorum, weird stuff indeed. It has some combination of LSA and other chemicals in it that make this innocuous looking green shrub like relative of Sage something hip.

I have only tried it a few times, and that's not like I ended up getting put off it, no I enjoyed my experiences. I just haven't been bothered enough to get a train to the location of the Nearest Market that has a head stall.

One night was absolutely different to my other experiences with this stuff. It was six times extract, through a two foot water pipe. Now I had just had the ordinary stuff, just the ordinary leaves before so I just iron lunged it down. I have been described as a owner of a pair of leather lungs due to the way i completely drag a spliff(If I'm lucky enough to get past one) or cigarette or cigar(I'm a open opportunity smoker). My Friend who had gave me some of his extract to try, who had warned me it was strong could hardly contain himself as he watched me huff more of the stuff than he had ever seen. I held it in for around a minute. Then i passed him the bong. 'Nothings happening' he looked at me.

Then it was as if I was watching him through a tunnel, all I could see was his face and the rest of what I could see was like a kaleidoscope round him like shifting mandalas. I lay back closed my eyes and it was similar to the moment in 2001 when he says 'its full of stars' and goes into hyperspace, it was so similar I wondered if my body WAS actually getting stretched by my entry to hyperspace. In under two minutes i was back on the couch 20 Min's later I was at baseline.

I can see what the fuss is about, but i will say its weird.

Getting lost in the Weirdness

As you might be able to tell by the rampantly amateur state of this Blog Entry that this is the first time I've done anything like this. I have a confession to make, I have been lost in the Weirdness of The Conspiracy.
Depending on how many sites you visit in a day, I guess that depends on how bored you are or how boring your job is, your bound to come across at least one, one site that claims to know everything about whats wrong with the planet. Most but not all of these sites blame it on some shadowy group that are at the Heart of Government and therefore the conspiracy, or the Freemasons, or the Jews. When it comes down to it depending on how much time and patience, yes you need patience to read these websites and sometimes a modicum of pity for the deluded soul who thinks that them, it or they have a special interest in making sure that there life is crap.

Very few tell you what it is really about. If you want to fix a car say, you don't study exclusively say things that can completely annihilate a car, you study the workings of the car and how to improve it. Studying a group of people who may or may not exist, tracing there origins and then placing them into a world view with them at the top, is to me simply a practise in mental stimulation; a passing thought, something to consider maybe. Not the be all and end all to my life anyway. The point is you have to work on yourself, your spiritual progress, your creativity, your whole point to living your true will or your vocation.

Some people vocation will be to study these 'elite bloodlines' or 'secret fraternity's' but its not mine. My vocation is to find what makes me tick, makes me create and to find a purpose in the chaos that is life.

When Sitting Just Sit
When Walking Just Walk
Above All Don't Wobble.
Umon.