Getting lost in the Weirdness

As you might be able to tell by the rampantly amateur state of this Blog Entry that this is the first time I've done anything like this. I have a confession to make, I have been lost in the Weirdness of The Conspiracy.
Depending on how many sites you visit in a day, I guess that depends on how bored you are or how boring your job is, your bound to come across at least one, one site that claims to know everything about whats wrong with the planet. Most but not all of these sites blame it on some shadowy group that are at the Heart of Government and therefore the conspiracy, or the Freemasons, or the Jews. When it comes down to it depending on how much time and patience, yes you need patience to read these websites and sometimes a modicum of pity for the deluded soul who thinks that them, it or they have a special interest in making sure that there life is crap.

Very few tell you what it is really about. If you want to fix a car say, you don't study exclusively say things that can completely annihilate a car, you study the workings of the car and how to improve it. Studying a group of people who may or may not exist, tracing there origins and then placing them into a world view with them at the top, is to me simply a practise in mental stimulation; a passing thought, something to consider maybe. Not the be all and end all to my life anyway. The point is you have to work on yourself, your spiritual progress, your creativity, your whole point to living your true will or your vocation.

Some people vocation will be to study these 'elite bloodlines' or 'secret fraternity's' but its not mine. My vocation is to find what makes me tick, makes me create and to find a purpose in the chaos that is life.

When Sitting Just Sit
When Walking Just Walk
Above All Don't Wobble.
Umon.